1) you got angry with yourself for the losing control and confessing because you thought it made me awkward and ruined things
Or, my absolute shot in the dark
2) you got angry with yourself because of me being stupid and for some illogical reason you think you should have been able to do something to stop me from locking myself in the iso ward for a week and now you're punishing yourself by being on chicken duty.
Re: Screened
1) you got angry with yourself for the losing control and confessing because you thought it made me awkward and ruined things
Or, my absolute shot in the dark
2) you got angry with yourself because of me being stupid and for some illogical reason you think you should have been able to do something to stop me from locking myself in the iso ward for a week and now you're punishing yourself by being on chicken duty.